If I imagine now I could watch myself during different photographic activities, I'd say "Lucky guy, he found himself a perfect hobby:)"
I enjoy the play of light, and the endless possibilities it provides with its strength, temperature, saturation, surface area, angle of incidence etc ... I love the interactions between the photographer and the photographed, the strong energetic thrill that overpowers me when I experience the vigor and elegance of nature, the dynamics of motion, the drama of a story, the narrative potential of an idea that just flashed through my busy brain ... And I love when even a tiny fraction of the aforementioned meets my sensor or film in the context I envisioned in a jiffy or a month.
Yes, I mentioned the film! The more the technology rules the scene, the more I get attracted by the primal concepts thought by the wise and experienced. If I work hard, then perhaps some day I'm able to understand the principles of their silent and solemn grandeur.