I seek an end uncomprehending, a rest from pain misunderstood...Seek more of the truth elusive and find myself in death that won't reveal because at some ends, that reality I used to find resentful becomes the healing that I desperately need … and I do know if I would give reason to all that's happened in my life then there wouldn't be any point going any further. I choose to believe that it wasn't the places but the hearts I've been that made this journey worthwhile although getting too familiar with the stillness of chaos oftentimes fools me to believing that change will ever come … and this makes me indulge with astonishment and uncertainty considering that risk is an ally of faith in the search for truth!