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LOVE STORY....

Published October 4th, 2011

Like any other SIMPLE "LOVE STORY"..today i am going to present you A VERY NORMAL LOVE STORY...a story that was never destined to have a BEGINNING..and always clear to come to an END..with leaving behind all the memories that will always break a heart each day every day...over n over again...FOREVER....



Before i start my story..i want to give you all the link of the song of my LIFE..a song i WAS holding on to for the last 13 years of my life.....hope it will work as a good Background score..



http://youtu.be/TnrqmVW9bMc



Starring My very own Salt & Pepper shaker..n my CRAZY MIND...here goes the Story...of LOVE....

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I'm lost and confused,miss-treated and miss-used,Raped and abused,Unloved and refused.I was always being excused,I started doing drugs,Dating some thugs.I was being a tease,and getting pleased.I love that life..now I’m stuck,in this rock.restrained from the one I love.screaming inside my mind,even though everyone thinks I’m fine.crying myself to sleep every night,wishing the next day SOMEONE might be in sight.I was dropped in this town,to never be found.I was beaten...I was raped...I was unloved...I was refused...and most of all I was confused.

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I didn’t know what trust was, before we met.I didn’t know I could feel like this, before we met.I find myself missing the times we never had before we met.I don t know how I ever lived without knowing you.And I’m happy I do. I’m happy I have you.

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Maybe I am just a fool for you..Maybe you're no angel too..But all that talk is cheap..When I'm alone with you...If love is blind..I'll find my way with you Cause I can't see myself..Not in love with you..If love is blind...I'll find my way with you....

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You make me feel like an important person..that I know I'm not.I'm not worthy of your attention and your kindness.I don't even deserve the every breath that I'm given..while I'm in your arms.When you look at me and tell me that you love me, I can't help but cry.I'm not worthy of your love or of anything else that you're willing to give me.

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Hold my hand and I'm yours,And your heart will stay close to mine,For I know the sun must rise with the dawn,And at night the stars must shine.....

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Let tonight be the night that I hold you,who knows what tomorrow may bring?Let tonight be the night that I shower my love on you and change your low, gloomy winter mood to spring...

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There was a time when I almost left you behind.I was high on the totem pole and didn't think to go back for you.I remembered you, I looked for you, and came back with you.And now you are ahead of me.Long ago, when our world was new, I'd beg to you-"Please, oh please don't leave me--"and when you returned, I wasn't alone,I had you to be by me.Don't leave me behind..Don't let me fall back;Where the trees are tall and the road is black.I beg of you, come back for me,It feels so cold and i can hardly see.Come back,come back for me.

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Forget his name, forget his face..Forget his kiss, his warm embrace..Forget the love that you once knew..Remember he has someone new..Forget him as they play your song..Remember how you cried all night long..Forget how close you two once were..Remember he has chosen her..Forget you memorized his walk..Forget the way he used to talk..Forget the things he used to say..Remember he has gone away..Forget his laugh,..forget his grin..Forget the dimples on his chin..Forget the way he held you tight..Remember he's with her tonight..Forget the time that went so fast..Forget the love that moved, it's past..Forget he said he'd leave you never..Remember that he's gone forever..Forget him!!

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I dont wish you to come back to me anymore..i know you never will..but still there are something my broken heart want to tell you..Some Day You’ll Cry For Me…Like I Cried For You, Some Day You’ll Miss Me…Like I Missed You, Some Day You’ll Need Me…Like I Needed You, Some Day You’ll Love Me…But I Won’t Love You…

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ChristophervanZyl
Christopher van Zyl  almost 3 years ago
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Shahnaz, been reading through your blog again - to see what you are all about and came across this great series of images again that you made.

Its Hard

Its Hard

Temptations

Its Hard

When your body burns and aches with desire

Its Hard

When your heart beats boom ,
boom boom, boom boom with anxiety and desire.
As your eyes look longingly into those of another.

Its Hard

When the one you wed will not give you what your heart so desires.
But another would freely give, what your body and soul so requires.

Its Hard

When the one you love
To herself would say:
"I can't and I won't"
Forever to herself would say:
"No .... You don't!"

Its Hard

To turn, to walk away and not to stay.
When deep in your heart you want to say:
"Let's make love,
Let's enjoy and play!"

Its Hard

When there's a ringing in your head,
a reminder, once long ago you said:
"To you my wife,
I give my life!"

Its Hard

But when you've made your call,
To give it ALL, you cry:
"Please my God, make me tall,
Don't let me fall !"

Its Hard

You clench your fists
You turn, you walk away,
from that which may,
forever ruin your day

Its Hard

Be Faithful to your wife!

Its Hard!

but.....

"To you my wife,
I give my life!"

I've made my call.
To You, I give my all,
I stand tall,
I shall not fall!

finethings
Shahnaz M  almost 3 years ago
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Its my pleasure dear Christopher..n im soo thankful that i have some really good friends with whom i can share my work..Thanks a Thousand times :-)..
ChristophervanZyl
Christopher van Zyl  almost 3 years ago
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Hello my Friend, this is so beautiful - I love the way you have used the props - the distance, the closing of distance, the fear and apprehension, the trust, the hug, the love, the turning away, the walking away, the disappointment, the loneliness, the broken heart........all by the correct body language portrayed by the correct positioning of shakers, use of depth of field, camera angles and appropriate and well written story.......love the song that you have been holding onto for last 13 years. Love you for sharing your heart with us.....
PeggyMcdonald
Peggy Mcdonald  almost 3 years ago
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lovely
finethings
Shahnaz M  almost 3 years ago
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Thank you :-D
bbq
crom dull  almost 3 years ago
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beautiful!!!!