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Me rendí hace tiempo.

Published January 21st, 2012

Cuando he vuelto a sentir el roce del mármol en mis rodillas y el tacto suave y apretado del tejido, he recordado. Y he sentido miedo. Pavor que ahora siento por saber que me he dejado llevar, que he perdido el norte y que no tengo noción de la situación del límite que separa la benevolencia de la más oscura siniestralidad. Sí. Tengo mucho miedo. Porque sé que estoy perdiendo el tiempo en intentar dialogar conmigo misma antes de que definitivamente me lleven al psicólogo. Y sé que lo volveré a hacer.

Ahora soy un trozo de carne escuálida, paliducha, sin fuera ninguna, que vive de esperanzas tan a corto plazo que ni siquiera me dan motivación. Frustración.

En el momento en el que la parte dura de mi vida asome entre la dulzura, estaré acabada. Mientras me conformo con saber que tengo la suficiente confianza contigo como para poder estar desnuda frente a ti como si nada.

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Do we really need it?

Published September 6th, 2011

This has been one of the hardest summers I ever had. Each day I have had to wake up, smile, and think "I'm here, I have to fight for what I want". And now, the summer is ending (Thanks, God) and I feel more mature than I was that nineteenth of June. I'm only seventen years old. Like Spaniards say, "Quiero comerme la vida". (I don't really know how to translate it into English, how I wish I could!). And all the experiences I have had these long days, is that, we create all the problems we don't want to have. We're exposed to all that problems everytime we make a choice. And, the question is that, do we really need it? Do we deserve to stand every single problem that we create? NO. But sometimes that choices worth more than that problems.

I'm proud of having chosen what I have wanted. And almost everything has been the right way.

But I'm only praying for something good to happen. Only one thing. Only one.

Well, I'm tired, I wanted to write something to use this blog for the first time, ...

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